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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, December 9, 2013

Hope can be a dangerous thing.

I find myself lately looking to see how many dpo I am (most likely bc I didn't use an opk). I am thinking how wonderful it would  be to surprise people with another pregnancy announcement. Wishing and hoping for a Christmas miracle.

How can I be this crazy to be willing to go through the loses.  The unknown. The heartache. For the hope of bringing Matthew home a brother or sister. I see how lovey be is to other kids and know he will one day make an awesome big brother.

In fact I have to share how much he loves giving hugs and kisses. Especially to kids his age. His friend Harper was terrified by his hugs. She would lay down and cry and he would just go in for another hug and kiss. Lol pricess. He certainly is a lover!

Another note....today is James's birthday! He is now 28. How did we get this old?

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