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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, May 8, 2014

Blog I wanted to Post

I had been working on another blog post on how God had chose to bless us again. Pregnancy #10. But it turned out to be loss #9. My hug came back at 58.4 or some cap after dark hpts. Deciding to just believe that God is good and faithful. He gives and takes away, but blessed be the name of our Lord. I caved and got blood work because I knew we needed it to be able to schedule an ultrasound. Should have just waited until 6 weeks and save myself that money. Oh well.

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 Well ladies and gentlemen (ok I doubt there are any gentlemen lol) my suspicions that my residents may have known something that I didn't know yet turned out to be true. I have taken 3 tests thus far. OK more like 5 with the 2 88c Walmart ones and the IC. All cheap tests showed a shadow line that I couldn't tell if it was an evap or the start of a fpl.

Turns out fpl! If all goes as hoped my EDD will be around January 10th 2015. But I am suspecting a Christmas baby.

I still haven't told James. Kind of waiting for it to be blazing dark. Have a feeling this one is sticking around because I thought we were going to get a Christmas  blessing but thought it was going to be pregnancy then.

Changes my plans a little bit of having paid maternity leave but it's okay the struggle financially will be worth it and hopefully with starting a better paying job we will be able to save up more or pay off some of our debt before then.

My plan is to not get any blood work done until 6 weeks I already have all the lovenox I need, and I think with breastfeeding I cannot do progesterone.  So as long as things go as hoped. I will get blood work done around 6 weeks and then get an ultrasound :-)

1 comment:

  1. are you bleeding? or are you just worried about the low hcg? how far along are you?

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