Tonight I had to take a nap before work so I wouldn't drag butt bad at work. But I woke up to having a bad dream about having another miscarriage. Only this time the baby was a little smaller than the palm of my hand and we were able to take him/her home to bury. My heart cried out, but there were no tears because I knew it was just a dream. I am thinking no more snacks before naps. And that I really need to write the note for facebook about the book that I just finished. I just think more people need to be aware of the pain of miscarriage and how to cope with it, even if the grief hasn't happened to them. That's where my heart is. I'm thinking about bringing my Bible and Hannah's Hope to work tonight so I can look up the scripture I zoomed past. And probably write some of it down on note cards. I need to get back to doing that sort of thing. Then I can carry them around and memorize scripture.
As for now, shower is calling. I have to leave for work in an hour.
♥ Jess
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
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