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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, April 28, 2014

Possibilities

So I had a feeling December (namely Christmas) would be the time we would be finding out about a pregnancy. I have kind of clung to that hope and reassurance I received from God.

Then I realized we had sex within our window of likelihood of getting pregnant. And with the likelihood of me going early again the Jan 10th 2015 due date (yup I just used a calculator to figure it out) I would have would likely end up being close to December.

So as you can see I am obsessing about what I have been feeling lately. From headaches 5ish dpo. To my unshakable fatigue today at 7-8dpo (and you guessed it I looked back to Matthew's pregnancy and the symptoms are pretty darn close).

I guess we will see soon. I think I will be picking up some cheap pregnancy tests to start taking Friday. (11-12dpo) trying not to get my hopes up but I have also had 2 people when talking about Disney 2016 tell me "well by then you could have another baby" (which would be true if we found out about a pregnancy in December or ended up delivering in December. ..I just favor the findings out in December because of when it would make me due in relation to graduation!  But I am not too picky ;-) infertility has taught me I cannot make plans)

Eeeek! Either way I am hopeful and believing in God's perfect timing and that his plan will be far better than I could ever wish or dream.

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