Do you sometimes feel like God this is just me and you. I am leaning and depending on you. No one else can provide this for me. No one. The only way this can happen is through you.
So you come before God with petition after petition in your prayers. Leaning on the scripture that says the one who asks receives, the one who knocks the door is opened. And you pray that it will open for you this time that you will finally be the one to receive.
I am in this place once more (for several things) but especially in the area of babies. Several months ago I stopped worrying about ttc or getting pregnant and losing another baby. I simply prayed and believed that God could and would seal my womb until he was ready to bless us with a take home baby.
By my fatigue and hunger this month the what if!?! Questions bubble to the top. The thing is, I have NO clue where I am at in my cycle. None. I think my period is due the next week or so. How is that for relaxed?
Leaning on God that I will not be pregnant OR that I am pregnant with a sticky baby!
What a place to be at. My anxiousness tries to take over. But I am doing my best to shake my head at it and say no not today, Jesus has me covered. And h
His way is the best.
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