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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, August 6, 2015

Rough Times

Things have definitely been rough lately in our household. We are struggling pretty badly with finances. And right when I think we are going to be back on track something happens. Two weeks ago-ish the dryer broke. Completely out of the blue. The following Monday I got a flat tire when I got out of work at midnight. Which resulted in two new tires needed. Then my washer decided it would be best to just disperse sand among all clothing instead of washing it out.

Then this week Tuesday I smelled something nasty from the fridge...and it was chicken I brought home Friday night. And the ham I had gotten out of the freezer. Rotten.

Our fridge is dying officially. I am over it.

Our house payment is ridiculously behind. I have anxiety. Feel depressed.

And then get an email from school that I might not be getting financial aid. If that is the case I will not be going back to school this fall.

Insert deep sighs and a few tears. And a little boy that keeps telling me "I want a baby momma"

I am so tired of riding the struggle bus.

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  1. AnonymousAugust 6, 2015 at 8:24 PM

    Oh Jess I'm sorry, this is a lot all at once. :(

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