Weight This Week: 213.6 lb Last Week: 214.6 Difference: -1 lbs Total: - 3.4 lbs (Goal is 191 lbs...no longer obese)
Body Fat This Week: 44.0% Body Fat Last week: (same as week before) 45.6% Difference: -1.6% (Should be 16-23% for "Good" health, my goal for now is "Acceptable" 24-30%)
Hydration This Week: 40.8% Hydration Last Week: (same as week before) 39.7% (Should be 50%)
Muscle This Week: 57.8 lbs Muscle Last Week: 56 lbs (week before it was 58 lbs) Difference: -0.2 lbs still
BMI this week: 33.5 Last week: 33.6 BMI I started with: 34.2 Difference: - 0.7 (My goal for now is just no longer obese so 29.99)
Goals from last week:
Going to be more intense. Lose 1.5 lbs Failed, lost 1 lb.
Exercise 4 days this week. 3/4 accomplished
Count calories and stay under 1420, also I am eating exercise calories. I need to stay under the 1420 for my goal of 1.5 lbs weight loss a week. I didn't count calories this past weekend, so I met 5/7
Meet my 10,000 steps goal at least 3 days this week. Accomplished
Drink 12-14 servings of water daily. Met 2/7...an additional 3 days I drank either 10 or 11 though
One day this week drink 1 gallon of water. Yesterday!
Goals for this week:
Lose 2 lbs
Exercise 4 days this week, for at least a half hour total
Count calories daily, staying around 1200-1300 for the day.
Meet my 10,000 step goal at least 3 days this week.
Drink 12-14 servings of water daily.
One day this week drink 1 gallon of water
I am going to start leaning on God more during this journey of weight loss. I have done it before, I know I can do it again...but it would be much easier if I involved God in this area of my life as well. Because he cares for me, even the small things that may seem insignificant such as weight loss. And fitness.
Proverbs 16:3
Commit your work to the Lord, and your plans will be established.
I have been thinking more about the WHY do I want to lose weight? I want to lose weight to better my chances of a long life. To be a good example to my son. To decrease my blood pressure medication. To make sure that I am removing the stone from in front of the proverbial tomb that is my womb, I wrote about that here on my family blog, it's a good one you should read it. :-) I want to treat my body as the temple that God created it to be. I want to make sure that there is nothing truly standing in the way of James and I having one more child before we make the dreaded choice to have him fixed so we no longer have to face loss after loss, and the impact that it places on our marriage.
I want to lose weight and honor God in the process.
Proverbs 31:7
She is energetic and strong, a hard worker.
Proverbs 31:17
She girds herself with strength and makes her arms strong.
That is part of the woman I want to be. Energetic. Strong. A hard worker. All of those things are hindered by my weight. I hear people scoff when I call myself fat, I don't say it to be mean. I say it being honest. I am obese. This weight is weighing me down (haha, sorry for the pun). I would like to have strong arms, not only so they won't flap after my arm has started moving...but also so I will be strong.
On other news I go to my OBGYN tomorrow. I am hoping she will be okay with thought of prednisone from ovulation to 14dpo, and adding lovenox around that time as well, and until I lose weight and my progesterone levels increase...prometrium to ensure that those low levels are not what is causing my losses. I have a feeling she is going to encourage genetic testing, or send try sending me to a rheumatologist. The downfall of all of this is our insurance wants me to make sure that I use a specific lab site. It is an hour away from our house, one way. I have to still call to see what exactly it does cover if I continue to use my hospital's lab. That is conveniently 20 minutes from my home instead of an hour.
I am also trying to wean Matthew. He is very resistant. I am okay with 30 minutes a day, which is what it has been most of this week. But today with him not feeling as hot he keeps asking for Boo, so I get up and offer him a water cup or ask him if he wants a snack. I am discovering that when he is asking to nurse when it is not wake up, nap, or bedtime....he is either thirsty or hungry. James and I have also been wondering if he is having growing pains like his brother did around this age until he was about 8. He would cry and cry and cry due to pain until finally a doctor said truly was considered growing pains.
Regardless, this blog post is now feeling like a book so I should end it now. I will try to update after my appointment tomorrow evening.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
CAUTION
All writing in this blog is unedited and 100% from what I am feeling at the time. By continuing to read it means that you will take my vents with a grain of salt. You will choose to not take offense. And most of all, if you know me in real life you will either choose to stop reading or keep the knowledge of this blog quiet, and privately allow me to know you are reading. I only share this information with close friends. I do not share this with facebook for a purpose: it is meant to be semi-private. Not "public" knowledge in the sense of the majority of those in real life knowing about it. If you can accept all that has been stated, sit back, grab a box of tissues, and be prepared to endure the rocky road of trying to conceive while trying to get out of the shadows of infertility.
If you have any private questions or concerns you may contact me at mynotesonttc at gmail.com
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If you have any private questions or concerns you may contact me at mynotesonttc at gmail.com
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Wednesday, February 4, 2015
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