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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, August 27, 2012

Bad Dreams and Other Craziness.

So first of all, I have to say Pregnancy brain is truly getting to me. I managed to pay a bill that I was (and thought I had waited) waiting to pay, because I needed to buy my lovely lady jock strap. Which ensued in a negative bank account. Fun, Fun, Fun! :-( Not.

Blah! Anyways, so this morning I got woke up from my phone. And then managed to fall asleep much to my son's dismay. He was active and practicing boxing or swimming in my belly. Only to be woke up three hours later to the most terrifying dream.

My SIL and her hubby were cheating on each in other. I found out they were divorcing and it made me so upset my water broke. Which lead to losing the baby. I knew it wasn't true due 1.) how small the baby was, and 2.) I cannot forsee the cheating actually happening. But it broke my heart in my dream. It was horrid. And I hope that is the only loss dream I have to endure this whole pregnancy. Because I am seriously surprised I didn't wake up crying, my heart was just pounding like crazy and then I felt my tummy to make sure little guy's bump was still there, and he gladly kicked back. Thank goodness.

I am not sure if I have told you this either. Little man has been SO active lately that you can see his kicks and punches from the outside. Like a mini earthquake from the inside. lol SO much that Saturday night my husband FINALLY got to witness it, from across the room! Our son truly was cracking me up. When he gets to moving like that, I just giggle and smile. It brings SO much joy to my heart. Then Sunday, my mother in law got to see my belly move. It is utterly amazing, I really think that if I did not have an anterior placenta you would be able to see distinct little hands and feet!! So strong already! Especially when he headbutts my bladder it is like "Oh! I need to go, now!" lol

Anyways, I have made some goals to achieve this week and after writing on our family blog I intend to start them. They include:

  • Keeping the kitchen clean (such a small task to some, but the table and counters end up being a catch all)
  • Reading my Bible every day (no matter how long, but to have my head in The Bible, working on memorizing some scripture again)
  • Exercising 3x a week (now that I have a pregnancy yoga dvd from my sister in law I need to utilize it, and maybe walk on my days off).
Next week if these three go well, I plan on adding one more thing a week. I really want to start being more effective with my time at home. This tired lazy woman needs to end! Because there is so much to do before school starts Thursday, before the baby comes, and before I start the nursing program back up. 

I do have a vacation in the works. Hubby, friends, my sister(s) and I are working on planning a trip to an outlet mall and cabelas for the first weekend in October. It will be good to do some shopping, and to just have a weekend away. 

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