My Notes on TTC and Life: Doctor's Appointment *update!*

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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Doctor's Appointment update!

I have a doctor's appointment at 2:30 today (45 min) to check cervix. I will update as soon as I get home from appointment.

Quite nervous. Anxious. And wishing I could just relax and enjoy this pregnancy fully.

Waiting to officially talk to dr but cervix of steel has returned. 5.1 this time. Weight off shoulders. I didnt do anything today so that is probably why longer. Pressure is bc baby is so low (still cannot see face/profile), and how much I am usually on feet. Said to just make sure braxton hicks dont get more than 6/hour. Giving me info on pelvic girdle I think she said. Heart beat was 144 and I am feeling more relaxed. Appointment was worth it for my sake.

I do have 3 pictures of baby, but 1 is attempt of seeing face and just looks creapy.