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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Sunday, October 21, 2012

Funny & Sad

Funny!
Last night I was getting dressed in front of James, when all of a sudden he starts smiling and chuckling. I look at him and say, "....What?" "Your belly...it's just so....round!" lol I was like I know, thanks. Silly man, I think the cold medicine is getting to him! Which is fine, as long as his cold doesnt get to me!!

Sad.
Last night I got news that one of my favorite nurses at work has lung AND bone cancer, on top of the lupes she has battled her whole life. My heart is so heavy for her. She hasnt told me face to face, but it is because of how hard it is to tell people she has cancer. To see and hear their responses is hard. She is scared, and I wanted to hug her and let her know I will be praying for her. But because she hasnt came out with it 100% to everyone I kept quite. I don't know if I will see her again, which is a sad sad thought. Her last night is tomorrow as she is starting an intensive round of chemo, evidentally they have already done some, but the new diagnosis is makin g them go more aggressive. Her prognosis is bleak. They gave her 6month - a year without treatment, and 2 years with treatment.  My heart is so terribly sad for her. Praying God puts His hand on her during this hard time.

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