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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Biological Children

I have been praying today and asking God if we will indeed have more biological children after James informing me he felt as if we weren't going to have more than Matthew and a discussion with a good friend I had to sit and ask God.

I haven't felt him tell me no. And I don't think that whisper that I heard before Christmas was from me. What is impossible for men is possible with God. I read back where I was the cycle when I got pregnant with Matthew.

I trusted full heartedly in Him. I decided that prenatals or not, lovenox or not, extra folic acid or not....it was 100% up to God.

I am having the feeling a successful pregnancy isn't going to happen until I find the motivation to lose weight again and our finances are better BUT I haven't given up on hope. We will have another biological baby growing by the time I finish nursing school.

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