I have been praying today and asking God if we will indeed have more biological children after James informing me he felt as if we weren't going to have more than Matthew and a discussion with a good friend I had to sit and ask God.
I haven't felt him tell me no. And I don't think that whisper that I heard before Christmas was from me. What is impossible for men is possible with God. I read back where I was the cycle when I got pregnant with Matthew.
I trusted full heartedly in Him. I decided that prenatals or not, lovenox or not, extra folic acid or not....it was 100% up to God.
I am having the feeling a successful pregnancy isn't going to happen until I find the motivation to lose weight again and our finances are better BUT I haven't given up on hope. We will have another biological baby growing by the time I finish nursing school.

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