I swore to myself because of the faint lines I would NOT get excited.
But I have came to the decision that every baby deserves excitement about them. Even if it is for a few meager days or even weeks that they are with me.
Anything is possible with God. ANYTHING. So while these faint pink lines are not the best indicator I am going to do my best to pray to God. Be okay with His decision in all of this and celebrate this small life inside of me.
I am tired of seeing faint pink lines, but yesterday while texting a good friend she said that she has been praying since we had Matthew for us to be blessed with another pregnancy and recently she has begun to see a little girl with dark curly hair and bright blue eyes. Madeline she called her. Which is a name I had been tossing around for a girl. It made me year up. Lots of hope for the future, be it this pregnancy or not...I have to believe that we will have another precious baby one day.
I am out of first response hpts. And used my cheap 88c one. And I have to say I think they have gone down hill from when I used them with Matthew. With the faint pink lines on answer and frer you would think I would have a darker line on the cheapie.
No major cramps and no spotting. Have had some nausea and nipple pain. Fatigue. Other than that nothing.
Praying for this baby, and hoping God listens to our prayers.
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