My Notes on TTC and Life: Weight Loss Wednesday

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Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Weight Loss Wednesday

I started weighing in at 214. And now I am staying at 208.8.

I have been lax with calories the past few days so I am sure that is why the scale hasn't moved since last I wrote.

Matthew broke our blue ray player so I haven't been able to work out with Bob. Hoping to get a new one this week.

We have still been doing smoothies pretty much daily. So I am hoping with weight loss plus all the antioxidants and anti inflammatory stuff in the berries that we will get pregnant without many more losses.

Feeling pretty sad today about all our lost babies. Having a hard time shaking it. I have been diving in the Bible and just taking heart in the hope and reassurance from God that one day I will get to experience a healthy pregnancy again.

Have a feeling it will only be once more. Though I wouldn't mind being wrong.

All in all I am just sad. And those 2 sugar cookies didn't even help. For weight loss or my blues.