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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, June 19, 2014

Well...An Update

A lot has happened in the past couple of days much I do not care to go into at the moment. But let me just say it was enough to take the air out of me and make me almost throw up.

I said I was going to update on the hpt I took. Well let's just say the fertile infertile strikes again. Fpl. And by the fact that it isn't getting darker and the cramps that I am starting to get off an on....prognosis isn't the greatest.

I will be more optimistic if I am still pregnant this time next week.

Things that do make me hopeful though: feeling a fullness in abdominal area. Though it could be from my constipation. Or constipation could be another sign of good things. More sensitive nips. Fatigue.

So that's about it for now. Today i bought more tests and caved and peed with a less than 2 hour hold. It was more light than these pics. Will test again in the morning.

Oh and I still haven't told James because on the off chance this is a viable pregnancy I want to surprise him in in a unique way.

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