Update during a busy week.

Well I am in my CNA class and it makes me wonder if my Grandma should be getting testing for Alzheimer’s. Kind of makes me sad. Making me realize how our body’s age as we get older and how physically unfit I am. I need to lose weight before I get pregnant to help keep my blood pressure under control. I need to lose weight period. I am currently at 205. Goal is to lose 6 pounds before I start my period so I can say I am less than 200 pounds. Ideally I would like to never be over 200 again. Which means at a healthy BMI I’d need to be 35 pounds under 200 when I get pregnant, but as much as I want a child of own child I think I can deal with it.

I am hopeful and moderately motivated. Once we have our own house and I have finished this CNA program I plan on adding a schedule fitness program of DVDs and possibly Zumba once a week or so. Which, by the way, I am hoping will be soon. We sign to put our “official” final offer in tomorrow (ha today technically). Then it’s on to house inspections, closing, cleaning up the messy house, and moving everything into our new home!

As for now, I need to get ready for bed and find clothes for tomorrow before I continue to study for my CNA test tomorrow. Should be pretty easy, but would like to study as much as possible just in case. I am ready to move on to a different facility. Preferably with children in the medical setting!

Jess

P.S. I also have to say, there is a girl in my class who thinks she is pregnant. It hurt my heart but made me pray for the possibility of her having a little one. I told her she needs to take care of the potential baby in her and take some prenatal vitamins. My heart cried out because I was wishing my child could have stayed with me instead of entering into heaven, but I know where he or she is...sitting comfortably with women singing and rocking them in the presence of Jesus. Warms my heart to be able to think of such things. Now if only she would take care of that little one inside of her if a baby is beginning to grow!