This has been the longest month I have had in a long time. I think I am drained from the miscarriage and now also so sleepy from long periods of class time and massive loads of data being poured into my brain. Soon it will be over and soon (hopefully) I will have a new job. I am excited at the prospect of having new things in January. New home, new job, and hopefully a new little baby growing inside of me soon after January. I am getting excited for clinical and praying for a good experience. As I am so tired, I am going to go to bed, and then get up in a few hours to catch up on much needed homework for other classes. Probably get up 1030 and stay up til 2 so I can spend some time with James. That will give me about 7-7.5 hours of sleep, shouldn't be more sleepy than I am today! :-( CANNOT wait to sleep in Saturday!
Things to be positive about: I am done with CNA class on the 15th, I am done with this semester's classes the 20th, I have a break til January 18th, and James sold the cows so we have extra $ for house and I don't have to feed them when I get home when it's all dark and cold. ALSO excited for when I get into RN program and graduate because I'll only have to take 24 credits at SVSU and I'd have my BSN. :-) Makes me happy to think ahead and feel confident (but still a little nervous) about the future.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
CAUTION
All writing in this blog is unedited and 100% from what I am feeling at the time. By continuing to read it means that you will take my vents with a grain of salt. You will choose to not take offense. And most of all, if you know me in real life you will either choose to stop reading or keep the knowledge of this blog quiet, and privately allow me to know you are reading. I only share this information with close friends. I do not share this with facebook for a purpose: it is meant to be semi-private. Not "public" knowledge in the sense of the majority of those in real life knowing about it. If you can accept all that has been stated, sit back, grab a box of tissues, and be prepared to endure the rocky road of trying to conceive while trying to get out of the shadows of infertility.
If you have any private questions or concerns you may contact me at mynotesonttc at gmail.com
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If you have any private questions or concerns you may contact me at mynotesonttc at gmail.com
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