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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Tuesday, April 30, 2013

BFN

Negative. Tonight's test was stark white as can be. Plan on testing again in morning. But regardless to milk decreasing a smidge and feeling exhausted...it appears I am most likely not pregnant.

Which I am okay either way. And either way I would probably be happy AND sad. Sad for taking away one on one time with Matthew but happy for pending arrival. OR happy for having Matthew to ourselves for a while and sad that I won't get to experience the kicks I thought might soon be back within me! :-) see both ways aren't too bad though.

Exhausted. Nighty night!

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