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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Call Me Crazy

I have been testing like once a week since we have began doing the deed since having Matthew. This whole thing of not knowing when my period is going to come back is a mind trip let me tell you! James and I are both on the same page of it it happens...wonderful! If it doesn't, must be God says it isn't quite time yet :-)

I have always dreamed of two children closer together in age, followed by a gap and two more children closer in age. So if it did happen soon I would be quite over joyed. I think James is hoping that it will happen, and we will not have to worry about ttc or losses (which lets be honest...that would be wonderfully wonderful). This summer my SIL will be starting back up ttc with the big guns, possibly IUI and such because they discovered her DH's swimmers are not the best, and she has possible endo, and wasn't ovulating well on her own. This is the same SIL I had issues with in the past, I was SO bitter towards her...but now empathize with her. And truly hope that they will succeed this summer.  My other SIL is also ttc right now, it took them 6 months to get their first child so it should be within the next 5 months or so that they get their BFP if all goes as planned. It would be amazing for all three of us to be pregnant at the same time :-)

I will add some pictures of little man here in a little bit, sadly my phone has been getting all the photo action instead of the camera lol

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