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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Hcg update

It was 500.4

Still ever so slowly rising. My gut fears for ectopic. My heart yearns for a positive outcome.

My head says try to balance the tight rope of hope and reality, knowing full well that I have a God that will catch me if I end up leaning too far one way or the other.

For now, I am pregnant. With a baby. No matter how you spin it...a child is growing within me. We just don't know if we will get to see a beating heart or meet him/her in heaven.

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4 comments:

  1. browning2222June 25, 2013 at 9:05 AM

    Hugs.

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  2. Just TJune 25, 2013 at 9:30 AM

    I am so sorry you are going through this. I had a similar situation last September and it ended up being ectopic. Please keep an eye out for pain and if you have any, go to hospital. It is nothing to mess around with.

    Keeping you in my thoughts.

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  3. LisserBJune 25, 2013 at 10:38 AM

    Have they set up an ultrasound for you?

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  4. AnonymousJune 26, 2013 at 9:13 AM

    I am thinking of you hun and praying!!

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