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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Saturday, June 29, 2013

Thankful and Blessed

Tonight on our way home this feeling of thankfulness washed over me. I could feel the blessing of everything going on in our lives at this moment in time.

Waiting Here For You was playing on the radio and I just felt so close to God. Thanking him for Matthew and the reminder in everything that it is HIM I need, and need to turn to in this crazy life. Being thankful for this lose even to remind me of the big picture. That he is God and he has my back. Even when I may get mad, or frustrated, or lazy in my following him.

Money problems will fade away, but my love for him shouldn't fail. I cannot say never because there are some times when I am terrible at following and loving him.

It was wonderful the songs playing on the radio and me sitting in the back feeding Matthew with a bottle as we headed home. Worshiping him with all my heart, and all that I've got...and I just have to say thank you Jesus for carrying me through these tough times. You are my rock, when I feel like I am slipping, and you are there to catch me when I fall.

Thank you for knowing what is best for me. I love you lord. I am so incredibly blessed and thankful.

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