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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, July 1, 2013

Let the cramps begin!

I am ready for this to be over. After reading many mtx stories going on to take a full month to get hcg down to <5 (and in some cases all the way to 0), I am hoping mine is a short week or so because I want to start my hcg and lets be honest, I want to be intimate with my husband!

I want to start back my prenatal vitamins and folic acid (planning on taking more than I had to help build it back up quicker).

Anyways the cramps are throughout my abdomen so it isnt from a rupture like I also read online happened to many women. Thank the Lord! The one bummer is I cannot take ibuprofen.

I had pink tinged cm tonight, so hoping things are going to progress soon! I got also hcg drawn tonight, so the results should be in by this morning. I put a pad on before going to be in hopes of the bleeding to start. These cramps are telling me it will be soon.

I am thinking first postpartum AF + miscarriage is going to = hell. Just sayin'. Not much looking forward to it, but ready for it to be over and for my cycle to be back.

Today I stepped on the scale and it read 199.6...holy guacamole was I excited! Twice it said that number, I was shocked. Not sure if scale is broke or was a fluke or what. But for a day (before the whopper, onion rings, reeses, and nutter butters) I am in ONEderland! And 7.6lbs away from pre-preg weight. No complaints here!

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