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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Exhaustion

I am pooped. Tired beyond belief. And not really in the mood for much of anything. Irritable and quite frankly bitchy.

And I cannot shake it. Thinking I need good sleep. And a break from school. Like the one coming in the middle of August.

Ready for my hcg to be down to zero so I can 1) have sex and 2) exercise to get some endorphins flowing through my body. How's that for honesty?

But also these cramps that are killing me tonight can go away. Didnt bleed all last night. Today during middle of exam the cramps started back up. With clots. Again. Tonight I caved and took an ibuprofen. Not supposed to but I did. I got my liver function blood work (and cbc) done today so I suppose I will know in the morning if I screwed my body up worse. I couldnt just take tylenol with these bloody cramps (haha).

Anyways bed time, or attemptive bed time for this little family. James and Matthew are sleeping. These cramps are keeping me away. Ugh!

P.S. spell check isnt working at the moment on my phone and I am pooped so forgive me for any possible spelling errors or gramatical mistakes.

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