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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Overwhelmed

The end of the semester is here. We are down to the last 2 weeks. 3 exams, 2 clinical preps, concept map, a data base, finish up my assignment from missing clinical, 3 quizzes for med-surge, 1 for pharm ....*sigh*

Then there is....
Trying to clean the house.
Matthew.
The sweet corn we are selling.
Bills that need to be paid.
Getting terminated from work this week at some point.
That darn OPK that won't turn positive (edit....not to jinx it but it has turned darker than in the past month, and I am feeling especially frisky).

You can get the picture. Exhausted. Overwhelmed. Stressed to the max. Candle burning at both ends....

And I want to add to this craziness exercise and eating healthier. Not  feeling good at ALL about my body image. Or the fact that tonight the scale told me I weighed 206. Wth happened?

Can I just crawl into my bed and stay there awhile? Or maybe a vacation away (to a place that takes monopoly money because we are BROKE).

Boo. Bed for bonzo, work in the morning (possibly for the last time for a while, unless they hire me back as pool like I would love! Say a prayer for this to happen!)

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