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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Sunday, July 28, 2013

Negative opks STILL

I seriously am about to give up on these darn opks, because if I am not ovulating then I don't need to worry about getting pregnant. They said 1-2 months to wait. On the 1 month mark goodbye condoms, and opks. I will try using them again after AF shows up again.

No reason stressing about whether or not ovulating.

Though I am feeling anxious about the possibility of needing another hsg...do not have the $ for that at the moment!

Work was hell today...so much puke and poop. Desperately in need of a shower when I get home, I feel so growdy.

On the topic of work Thursday or Friday I will be jobless. This time they are right. I have been stretched too thin lately. One tardy was due to my mom not waking up in the morning, and she is the one who watches Matthew! So I had to try waking her up from outside, because her door was locked and I didn't have a key. THEN Thursday I was doing fine on time and I thought I had everything with me: homework, pens, pump, and walkie, pager, and badge in the pump bag. I decided to check in bag when almost to my mom's....no badge. Obviously I missed picking it up and putting it in James's bag when stuff fell out of it Sunday when I drove HIS car. So that was ANOTHER tardy.

Just over it, I want pool anyways, so I am just hoping and praying they give it to me. If not I will be turning in many many applications.

Maybe stress is delaying ovulation. I know it is causing me to eat too many sweets and watching my weight go up again....bleh.

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