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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Bump

First my sister let me know the picture didn't post yesterday, it should be there today!

Secondly, it is SO hard leaving the house at 530 to drop Matthew off to my mom's by 6 so I can make it to work at 630. He looks at me and cries when I move him and struggles to reach for me as I am putting him in his car seat. Breaks my heart. I don't think God intended for us to have to be working mom's lol. On that note, I do love my job but would love it even more if I could work 9-5.

And finally the reason of this post, I have a lumpy bump behind my right ear. Pretty sure it is swollen lymph node, but it is sore from me touching it so much. Friend that is into hollistic care said it feels plugged, and showed me how to massage it. Pretty sure that made it worse. Have been applying tea tree oil in case it is just a pimple that is deep and doesn't have a head yet.

If it doesn't go away by Friday, I am calling my doctor because of two reasons. 1) I know a lady that discovered her lymphoma by watching a swollen lymph node. 2) Mom confirmed for me that my cousin M (the one that lived with us for awhile) also had this happen (in the same spot) and they removed it to biopsy to make sure it wasn't cancer.

So there you have it, small fear for a big God, right? Oiy! The thoughts from this could go a thousand different ways. And you can imagine many of them would make me sad to think about. But I am choosing joy and believing this bump is going to go away.

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  1. JillSeptember 11, 2013 at 10:08 AM

    I leave Jacob with my mother so I can go to night school twice a week and I feel like my heart is ripping out of my chest every time I leave!! I hate it!! I don't know how full time working mommies do it!!!

    Definitely get that lump checked out if it doesn't go away!!! I pray it's nothing, but better to be safe!!

    p.s. Matthew looks like a linebacker in that picture from your previous post!!! He is so adorable!!!

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