Update

Well about the bump(s) on cervix, my doctor said to set up an appointment. So I will be doing that on Monday. Kind of nerve wrecking, do not consult Dr. Google. You will find anything from cervical cancer to cysts.

James has decided to stay at his current job for the time being. We will re-evaluate our situation once I am able to carry the insurance for the family. And I think this current limbo made us really look at the aspects of what he loses and what he gains potentially by switching jobs. Right now the positives weigh in heavier than the negatives.

On the hpt front, I got one that looked faintly faint, and another BFN. SO I am thinking all isn't well. If my period doesn't start soon I won't know what is going on. I am stocked up on pads and tampons. I also have a few more tests as well. I have spent like 25 on pregnancy tests this cycle. Oiy! I just wish for the best outcome, and hope to one day (possibly soon) to see a strong pregnancy test. I bought a 3T Big Brother shirt in hopes of getting to share the news one day. I bought it in 3T, and will not fret if I have to buy one in a smaller size!!

Anyways, I am pooped and my bed is calling me! :-)