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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, September 26, 2013

Caved.

Well I tested again last night couldn't tell if it was positive or indent. Thinking I am just feeling negative because with 6 losses not feeling very optimistic. Well...definitely there is a pink faint line.

So I peed this morning, and going to test with my last 88c test with my SMU.

I checked my cervix and it is firm, but the weird bumps are back. Planning on emailing my OB to see what she wants me to do. Probably should get them checked out even though I am betting they are cysts.

Lots of things up in the air here lately....

Will report back later.
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Well my post never posted so guess it is all going to be in one. I tested and there is a damn shadow. So whoooo knows? Not I. I am going to go shower go to town for dog food, and buy a few more tests. Then I have to drop off clothes to my friend for her daughter that I got yesterday.

And then go to clinical. Boo. But maybe I will get to see another baby be born!!

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  1. LorySeptember 26, 2013 at 5:47 PM

    I've had cycles like that too. Although if I've ever gotten even the lightest line on a FRER, it's always been a BFP even when it didn't end the way I hoped.
    Praying for you <3

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