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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Friday, July 25, 2014

John 10:10

Pretty sure this verse speaks the truth. Satan is really trying to bring me down. Figured out the miscarriages didn't work so instead the attacks have been on my left knee. First when I fell, got stitches, cellulitis,  and a reaction to the stitches.

And now I also managed to fall, at work, on wet floors. Doing the splits. Off the clock. And it is swollen let me tell you, I have to wait to get MRI approved by lovely workman's comp before I can have one done to make sure everything is dandy. Pain in the hiney. I did buy a knee brace and let me tell you it helps WONDERS.

Whenever we get close to sitting much better financially due to me working many hours it seems that something happens, especially if I say I am going to start working out or am excited to possibly have the house clean due to 4 days off (well only school on 2 out of the 4) in a row!

Makes me laugh kind of. Because it is quite ridiculous and makes me feel like such a dumba$$. Really am praying and hoping and believing it is just a stretch and it will heal itself and after this weekend no need for restrictions. *sigh*

Sometimes this life gets overwhelming and I just don't know whether to sour down and cry or laugh while shaking my head.

Anyways not the best pic but here is the swelling comparison....

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