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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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All writing in this blog is unedited and 100% from what I am feeling at the time. By continuing to read it means that you will take my vents with a grain of salt. You will choose to not take offense. And most of all, if you know me in real life you will either choose to stop reading or keep the knowledge of this blog quiet, and privately allow me to know you are reading. I only share this information with close friends. I do not share this with facebook for a purpose: it is meant to be semi-private. Not "public" knowledge in the sense of the majority of those in real life knowing about it. If you can accept all that has been stated, sit back, grab a box of tissues, and be prepared to endure the rocky road of trying to conceive while trying to get out of the shadows of infertility.

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Thursday, March 27, 2014

Feels Pretty Darn Awesome

I had like a handful of people today tell me how good I was looking and asking me what I am doing to lose weight.

Let me tell you, that feels pretty darn AMAZING! And to be able to be a motivator and encourager to make the change for themselves is awesome.

Now to add exercise so I can firm and tone as I lose weight. I miss having a nice booty. Bob's squats and lunges really are amazing.

My goal is to find at least one day before the end of this month to work out with Bob. And cancel our cable so maybe I can find a way to join the gym or pay for a Zumba class.

Feeling good lately and you know what feels even better? Not putting energy into TTC or prevention but just letting God do the planning. Really enjoying the spot I am at in this present moment in time. Contentment.

Another random thought from my head. Since I am a planner, I started thinking about what if I do get pregnant before I am able to get the tattoo I want? If I have the time and energy I would love to arrange a day for our friends and family that have lost a pregnancy or baby to do a balloon release with us and possibly talk another friend into taking pictures. And then continue to do it anually. Even if I am not pregnant it just may have to happen that way. It is a beautiful remembrance for those precious babies that entered into heaven much too soon for out liking.

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