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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, March 20, 2014

Planning for a Baby

I started thinking about our time line we have in our heads. And where pregnancy and baby would fit into it...

October 14 we want to get tattoos and do balloon release for lost babies.

May 15 I graduate

December 15 or February 16 we are going to Florida. To Disney and Harry Potter World and Seaworld. With my sisters and my mom.

Where does another baby fit in all of this? I really don't want to be pregnant at Disney. I want to ride rides! If we had to postpone tattoos it would be okay because I would be excited for another baby but I really am thinking I am going to NOT be pregnant by then. But my luck will be to have it all planned and then be pregnant and not be able to go through with it lol

And then I think to myself you are so stupid Jessica. A baby is more important than ANY of these other things. One thing is for certain we will be buying a Ergo baby carrier if we have another baby by then. And we will be riding rides, but be taking turns between James and I. :-)

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