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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Saturday, March 1, 2014

Lost Babies

Forever I have felt like we haven't done enough to remember our lost babies.  I have finally decided what we are going to do.

For one I am getting a tattoo sometimes this year. I will put the picture of my plan at the end. Matthews butterfly will be sitting on the cross and be blue in color. I am leaving room for another baby on the other arm of the cross because I truly believe that we will be granted with one more biological baby.

My other plan is to do a balloon release every October, right around the 15th...The day for pregnancy and infant loss. We will release 8. And I may attach a letter to them. Matthew will be able to help. Because right now there will be 8 balloons being released. In fact, October might be the month I get this tattoo as well.

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  1. UnknownMarch 2, 2014 at 4:27 PM

    I think that this tattoo will be good for you! It'll offer you often remembrance and a little bit of closure for the babies that you did not physically get to meet. I love the idea of having Matthews butterfly be on top and in blue, it'll help distinguish the baby boy you have here on Earth. dont forget to email the tattoo shop with the image/description to see how much and when you could possibly get it done :)

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