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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Friday, January 9, 2015

#13

Lucky number 13? Not so sure about that, but for now I am pregnant. My 13th pregnancy. I have had 11 losses and 1 little turkey that currently has a sinus infection. He is our miracle.

I cannot help but wonder when we will have a second little miracle. Especially since I officially said yes to going back to school this fall since I am ready to be done.

I am officially waiting until next week to go for a beta. The weather is crappy and I don't want to go out in it. I still haven't told James but if I make it to this time next week we should almost be out of the woods for my usual loss time.

I cannot tell if the 88c Walmart test has gotten darker so I used the same urine and took a FRER. I will check with a FRER on Sunday. I bought a 3 pack and would like to stretch it out. I did buy 5 of the cheap tests so I will test again tomorrow morning.

I feel like it is pointless to have blood work done because I don't think progesterone would help me at this point and I am already on lovenox. I thought about upping it to 2x a day for a little while to try to make sure no clots ensue.

We shall see. I will leave you with my FRER. Which I assure you is more visible in real life.

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2 comments:

  1. LisserBJanuary 9, 2015 at 1:15 PM

    It's definitely there Jess. I am hoping all hope for you that this one is it. Good luck! Keep us posted.

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  2. LoryJanuary 9, 2015 at 6:12 PM

    Love that line Jess! Praying for you! Hope everything continues to darken and leads to a fantastic beta next week. <3

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