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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, January 8, 2015

Super Infertility

I have said it before and I will say it again, I am the fertile infertile woman.

I'm not really holding my breath but started to wonder if I was pregnant 3 days ago. Used my last FRER VERY faint (probably not there to a normal person) line. Couldn't tell if it was pink or not. Used a 88c cheapie and was negative, then used another 88c cheapie yesterday and I swear I saw a line. Then this morning, on a 3 hour hold....this faint line that I almost can't get on camera. Or maybe you can't see it? But I can. I'm not holding my breath exactly. But this is my first time being pregnant while having progessence plus by YL on board. Also been taking CoQ10 for 2ish months.


Symptom spotting? Fatigue. Matthew is wanting to nurse like crazy and I have SO much aversion towards it, especially at night. My nails have been growing like crazy. I am breaking out slightly, stupid acne. I have nausea, or hunger depends on the moment. Small cramps. Breasts have been tender. And I have been a softie...I let our cat inside that has basically been fully exclusively outside for over the past 2 years. Pray she doesn't pee on things. I don't want to have to toss her back outside again. 

I am about 12-13 dpo, my period is due this Saturday. No, I haven't told James. And yes, I do know my potential due date (Sept 19th in case you are curious). BUT, that being said, statistically the odds are not in my favor. 

6 comments:

  1. I can see the line in both pics. Hoping for you <3 <3

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  2. I can see it. I think COq10 helped me. FX for you!

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  3. I see both lines too. Praying for you Jess! Hopefully this will be your sticky rainbow sibling for Matthew. <3 <3

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    1. ♡ I hope so too but trying to not let my hopes soar too high.

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