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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, January 12, 2015

Long Day Ahead

I woke up at 330 to the smell of what I thought was smoke and shivering and needing to pee. We have a pellet stove and sure enough it was hot. So I had to let it cool down. That thing is fabulous but gives me a headache.

I also haven't updated on my husband. Friday a freak accident happened while he was at work and a stick came through his propane truck, while he was driving, and got his ear. He said for about a minute, while trying to stop the truck he thought he had lost his ear or worse because it hurt and he couldn't hear.

He got 5 stitches, I am so thankful and blessed that God watched over him to protect him because it could have been so much worse. He is on pain meds and thinks he is going to be super hero and go back to work today and skip the Norco. I hope a doctor sees through his pain and tells him at least one more day off.

On another note, I am planning on a beta hcg and progesterone tonight so it could be a long day. I also told James yesterday after a very faint test with FMU. I told him it was probably going to be a loss. But then I tested in the evening with my 3rd pee of the day, after first flooding a test when I was trying to get it to bring the dye across....I think it was a faulty test. And then my last test was used to get this beauty: the top is Saturday, bottom is Sunday evening.

I wish I had more for today but will have to wait to see if I pick another couple up. Depends on how work goes. And how tired I am after a meager good 3 hours of sleep, 3.5-4 hours total.

Symptoms: small period like cramps, sore bbs and nipples, peeing more, thirst, hunger or nausea, insomnia or fatigue (horrid fatigue), headaches. Telling myself to not let hopes soar but also that Jesus is in control. That it has happened once successfully and it can happen again.

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