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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Dreams

I woke up to a dream I sincerely hope comes true. I was pregnant, and a close friend & her husband were closing on a house (and pregnant also!). I would love someone to go through the journey of pregnancy with. I know of at least one couple that plans on starting to try in June. And another at the end of summer. Last time it took me 3 months charting to get pregnant. So I am hoping it is within that timeline this time also. I don't think the friend in the dream is trying to make a baby, but they are house hunting...so maybe they will be in for a surprise! haha :-) Hopeful. Trying not to obsess over this, but it consumes my thoughts & prayers. In my heart I feel like the day will be soon, and then my head starts asking, "Are you crazy? You're not done with school!" But honestly, I think I can do it. Motivation & organization will pull me through when I need them!

Well, I work tonight so I'm gonna go hang up some laundry, pay a bill, drink my diet tangerine soda, and take a snooze. Life is good, even if it is a little crazy at times!

♥ Jess

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