I'm exhausted from too much work and too little sleep. But in awe of our amazing God. Can you picture what it would have been like to be there when they realized he wasn't in his tomb any longer? I cried on the way home from work thinking about these things and just worshiping him for all He is!
Another aspect to this Easter though for me is the realization that my cycle is going to start soon. been spotting for 3 days. :-( Cannot depend on past pregnancy symptoms, because evidently now they are PMS symptoms. Go figure. *rolls eyes* I wasn't feeling too bad about missing out on this cycle, until I got to church and saw all the little kids. I know that it's bad for jealousy...and I am a little jealous. Jealous over the cries of my heart. Yet, when I was worshiping, I had this vision of an Easter to come with a little one of my own. My heart swelled, I'm waiting for that day God...trying to be patient in waiting, sorry I'm not so good about that lately.
Love you all, and hope you have had an amazing Easter. The tomb is empty, He is Risen!
♥ Jess
Now it is time for a nap before work again tonight...Night 6 in a row. 1 more to go.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
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