Lately I've been hearing "All I Need" by Bethany Dillon and it's been ministering to my heart. I hadn't heard it in awhile, and then suddenly I've heard it three times over the past few days on the radio. I love Old school worship, for me it truly is old school. Even if it was 2004 that it came out, it was one of the first worship songs that I loved. One of the firsts I found after I found Jesus in 2006. Maybe it's that that brings such happiness in my heart. Yet, I think it something more...
I think it's seeing how blessed you are with your extended family scattered around your backyard. I think it's hearing your husband say, "I love you" as he snuggles closer. I think it's seeing friends enjoy your hospitality. I think it's playing with your nephew & nieces on a sunny day. But most of all I think it's realizing that God has blessed me with all of these things.
My life is not perfect, by any means. I struggle. I sin. I fall. But I get up, I repent, I love! This winter I definitely experienced some S.A.D. (Seasonal Affective Disorder) mixed with utter sadness (losing my babies). Yet, I can still find joy. Even more so now that I have gotten to see sunlight and warm weather. And I just feel like something good is coming. I can't help but feel giddy & hopeful.
♥ Jess
P.S. I am praying to have a little one growing in my belly before mother's day. And if not then soon after. :-) On that note, sleep is again calling. I slept right through being able to see James (Boo!)
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
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