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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, October 28, 2013

Got the Blues.

I just cannot shake my sadness lately. Desperately need to do something for myself. Exercise is a must, but a pedicure would be lovely.

I've just got the blues, and feeling blah. Reading the questions on my exam about various examples of mom's in distress w/their pregnancy didn't really help either. I am not even too excited that I passed the exam, again with minimal studying. 85% after collaborative is good, but I really should study and feel more ambitious...but nope.

Ambitious is not a word to describe me lately.

The next 2 weeks we are doing a caveman (paleo) diet, found the menu online. Looking forward to it. Hoping to drop the pounds I have added the past week. I have ate like a pig (oink, oink). I am a depression eater, which is sad. I am fat because I over eat, and I overeat because I am sad and fat lol

I still think fat is my infertility, and how sad is that to not strive to change it? I am pathetic.

You read that right: pathetic.

Okay done being blue. Time to kick my ass into gear and do something about it. Bring on the good endorphins and better food choices.

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