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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Thoughts on My Cycle Lately, Venting.

Honest Reader....If you are who I think you are, just use your name for goodness sake.

And there were DEFINITELY lines on 4 of the tests I took. My husband could see them. They were pink.

The one I took the night I had lab work done? It had a non colored indent.

I am positive that most likely I experienced evaps on what are supposed to be wonderful hpt.

I understand I am breastfeeding, and I likely didn't ovulate. But I am simply too busy to use opks every day at the moment, so I didn't do that every day making it so I could have ovulated and missed it, just like when I got pregnant the second time ever, and just like when I got pregnant with this past ectopic.

The lines I saw would have thrown anyone for a loop, and hence I am DONE with FRER.

And on another topic, I did have cervical changes, besides the lump that I get checked out today...ugh, that made me think pregnancy was possible.

I AM ready to have normal cycles again. I AM aware that breastfeeding and being postpartum changes things. And I DO know this could be normal until I am done breastfeeding. But I do think it sucks I may have to discontinue my breastfeeding relationship with my son in order to get pregnant with a sticky bean.

End rant.

Next post will be more positive, I hope.

2 comments:

  1. Jess, big hugs (((()))))
    I have never had evaps on FRER. I think you had an early chemical.
    I remember testing positive one day(faint), bloodwork the next day negative and took my period like a week to show.

    Hang in there sweetie. I'm praying for you ♥♥

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  2. So why think about ripping your son off??? That just sounds so selfish and unfair to him. Have you tried charting your BBT?

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