On breast pumps! Our insurance covers them! 20% deductible! Woot! I can handle that! SUPER stinking excited!! And we can get the pump at any time, I will probably wait for an appointment with my main OB that I really like.
Oh and did I mention that it is...
3 days til our anatomy scan!
AND
18 days til our gender reveal!
Getting closer!
You know what else is getting closer? My tatas getting ready to breast feed. lol The past 2 weeks I have noticed dried stuff on nips and then thought last week I saw little beads of clear fluid. Today confirmed it...for sure clear beads. Hopefully I will have no problem breast feeding, even if we did have a hard time getting and staying pregnant.
later tonight I will do pictures of my belly, which by the way I got told again that I didn't look pregnant. Of course, I was wearing scrubs. Final conclusion: Scrubs make people look thinner than they are. AND do not do women justice when they are pregnant.
It made me feel like, great, so I am just looking fatter? Even though to ME I know I look pregnant.
This is how my conversation went...
"Ultrasound?"
"Yes, I will be 19 weeks tomorrow!"
"19 weeks? really?"
"yup"
"well you don't even look pregnant!"
:-( boo! I tell people you should see me outside of scrubs LOL
gah.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
CAUTION
All writing in this blog is unedited and 100% from what I am feeling at the time. By continuing to read it means that you will take my vents with a grain of salt. You will choose to not take offense. And most of all, if you know me in real life you will either choose to stop reading or keep the knowledge of this blog quiet, and privately allow me to know you are reading. I only share this information with close friends. I do not share this with facebook for a purpose: it is meant to be semi-private. Not "public" knowledge in the sense of the majority of those in real life knowing about it. If you can accept all that has been stated, sit back, grab a box of tissues, and be prepared to endure the rocky road of trying to conceive while trying to get out of the shadows of infertility.
If you have any private questions or concerns you may contact me at mynotesonttc at gmail.com
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If you have any private questions or concerns you may contact me at mynotesonttc at gmail.com
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