Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Bitter Sweet
Today I got my test results for my hcg, it has dropped down to 87.4. Which means most likely no D&C wahoo! Yet, part of me cannot help but long and feel sad at the same time. What a thing to be excited about? That my pregnancy is ending without surgical help, yay! Notice the sarcasm here, I am feeling so down and trying to get into an even closer relationship with God because I know that will help. Yet, I cannot help but still long to hold my little bundle of joy, who's life ended before it even got a chance to begin. I am so happy to know I will see my child again in heaven.
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