Friday I got my test results, the best news of 2010. My hCG levels had doubled. Which is AMAZING news. I have gotten brave, having faith that I will get to hold this child in my arms, and have started a journal for this little one. Update and writing about this journey of pregnancy and probably throughout his or her life. I plan on giving it to them when they are having a child of their own or when time seems fitting. I love this little bundle of joy so much already and I haven't even seen him or her on an ultrasound. BUT that isn't much longer til then.
This morning I got a phone call from Dr. office, told me levels were looking good and to not repeat any more blood tests because an ultrasound would be far more reliable. SO James and I get to see our little one (and hopefully see a strong heartbeat!) Friday morning at 830. I am so excited and feeling so blessed. This sleepiness, constipation, and moodiness I am feeling is nothing compared to the blessing that I will feel when I get to see my child for the first time and hold him or her. It brings tears to my eyes to thing that after all the heartache of losing our first child God swooped in and said OK, you are ready. I don't know when we conceived, honestly didn't think it was going to happen so fast.
Praying for God's blessings and healing hands on myself and baby as we continue throughout this pregnancy. I have a BIG GOD that hears my prayers, so I have faith. :-)
Thank you Jesus, for giving me eternal life that I plan on passing down to our children.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
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