There have been so many emotions and thoughts I have wanted to write down. At this present time I cannot remember any of them. I inserted my 4 pills at 1045 this morning. And now starting to get cramps that felt like the worst of miscarriage…and not even bleeding hard yet. To describe how bad the cramps are supposed to get…I was prescribed both Motrin 800 and Tylenol 3 with codeine. I’m supposed to alternate them. First Motrin was at 930, first Tylenol at 145, second Motrin at 330. Now, I am currently sitting here with a heating pad on my tummy. Thinking about how hopefully the next time I am in this much pain it will be because my cervix is dilating and thinning to have a little baby that I will get to hold.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
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