Well, this blog-a-holic has reached 300 posts. I had dreamed recently this post would be filled with good news. With a photo of a BFP. But alas, 15 dpo...CD 32 and I am still spotting like I would if my period was ending.
Sorry to be graphic, but it is the type where there is stringy-ish brown tinged cm. Well it varies between that and brown sometimes rusty colored wetness when I wipe. Seen red red once, maybe...but went right back to brown. Been wearing pads for the past 2 days because I thought for sure I was going to start and I am out of panty liners.
So this blood test today might be a waste of money, but worth it for my sanity. By the end of the day AF or not I will know for sure if a baby is or was attempting to grow. I should know by 3ish this afternoon I would think. If not then before work for sure.
I had forgotten my wallet at home and needed to go get the lab work done. I had decided I wasn't going to go bc I feel like AF is coming. But then I went potty and there wasn't any vhange in color of spotting. NONE, in fact it went back to the brown strings from the almost red color. What the heck? So my brain tells me...well it could be like with Sam. You felt like AF was coming, cramps and all. What if it is low progesterone that is causing the spotting? What if not going to get checked out is what CAUSES a miscarriage? Would you rather know you did everythingor wonder? What if it is another miscarriage would you rather know or not know? I would rather be in the know. Even if it is harder on me.
Blah, ok blood work here I come. Later regardless of results I will update. All including what I had tested for dr appt last week, evem though it isn't as interesting.
I really want to know what you find out. Fingers Crossed.
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