I was joking around with a resident. And while talking too much I had a brief on upside down, so I had to re do it.
I teasingly told her, "If you don't feel like loving me because I try to button you in backwards I'd understand!"
"Well that doesn't sound aweful, it sounds fun-ful" LOL she was too cute.
As I was getting ready to leave she saidm "You are the one that is really cute with the babies."
"Honey, I don't have babies."
"Not now, but you used to."
(Insert creapy silence, because I hadn't told her about my miscarriages)
"And hopefully you will again some day."
"Well I sure hope so!"
Now she is a resident that sees people in her room sometimes. Whenever I am in there she always says there are babies. When my coworker is in there there is a man (her brother died several years back). Idk what it means. But it is odd to say the least.
And what she said about hoping I have babies again....that is my hope. For a healthy pregnancy.
AF is still not here, but spotting is. It is a dark brown.rusty red brown color. And last night it came out when I wasn't wiping. So it is getting heavier...I think AF will be here today. BOO
Oh my god, it sounds like she is a medium and doesn't know it. You should talk to her more and see what she says.
ReplyDeleteCrystal - it is just creepy! I just want my take home baby! I hope she is right...soon, hopefully.
ReplyDeleteI tested again and BFN. Feels AF cramps but bbs and nips hurt badly all of a sudden. And spotting is scant and brown again.
Sunday this overwhelming thought came over me...all of this is because God has a greater plan for me than I have prayed for or dreamed of. Kind of like you getting pregnant with triplets =) I just have to have faith it will come to pass with due timing and allow God to hold back the flood gates of my selfish wants and hopes in order to get his plan right for me. Such a hard thing to step back and realize! Because...I just want a baby.
I have to agree. I would talk to that lady some more and see what else she has to say.
ReplyDeleteAs for the brown spotting..I spotted brown for about a week when I found out. I hope that AF isn't playing nasty games with you and there is a little bean snuggling in. I would get some FRERs and disregard the IC. Answer brand is almost like FRERs but slightly cheaper and sometimes you can get boxes that have 3 in them. I am praying for you hun!!! ((HUGS))
If AF hasn't showed after working tonight I will zip on over to walmart before I head home. I have coupons for FRER so I will purchase those probably. Still crampy, bbs still tender, emotional, but still feel like AF is coming. We BD'd and usually if AF is going to start that will do the trick (weird I know...).
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