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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Saturday, December 3, 2011

Can't Bring Me Down...

Today I am going to deck the halls with christmas stockings, hang some more lights outside. MAYBE get our Christmas tree (we don't have a truck so it all depends on when James's dad can meet up with us...he said 1 but I need to be at mom's then).

We are going to see the Wizard of Oz at the GR Civic theater. Then stopping at Jo-Ann's and probably Michaels. We need to get last minute supplies for christmas ornament decorating.

I promise I will post pictures and directions. =) I am pretty excited I hope they turn out good.

On other news...I checked my CP and CM. It is low slightly open and very litghtly tinged brown CM. And cramps have gotten worse. AF is on her way, I told James about my disappointment.

I still have hope that my SILs and I will experience pregnancy together. Or at the very least they will all get pregnant and we will (hopefully) adopt. I can't imagine not experiencing either along side of them.

I was talking to Crystal, and I really wish we would have splurged sooner on an RE. April seems too far away. But I know we need to have money in savings for all the tests, procedures, and potential medicines. BUT I would love it if we got an au natural pregnancy during the wait. I no I said no medical stuff during this wait, but what about my fertility blend stuff?

James and I were talking and think we need to focus more on our diet and weight loss. Maybe set a goal that we HAVE to lose before we can see a RE. Which means January we are possibly joining We.ight Wat.chers and definitely the gym. I figure if worst comes to worst I can read on the eliptical like I used to to study, haha. So hopefully 2012 will bring many new exciting changes to our lives! Weight Loss! Nursing Program! Baby(ies)! Praying hard for all of these things!

Jess

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  1. AnonymousDecember 3, 2011 at 10:10 AM

    Yay for happy and fun things :-)
    I'm really sorry about AF looming though :-(
    I think your plans to focus on some other things sound great!! I hope you either get more info/confirmation on the adoption - or - conceive before April! Either that, or I hope time flies. :-)

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  2. browning2222December 3, 2011 at 10:28 AM

    Hey I'm going to Michaels today also, but a couple hundred miles away. I want to get my Christmas tree up so bad but I'm sure it will be a couple days before it happens. Have fun today.

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  3. JessDecember 3, 2011 at 10:31 AM

    Lisa - I second your hopes. Here is to adoption or pregnancy, or BOTH! =)

    Crystal - I love Michaels, Hobby Lobby, and Jo-Ann's but it is a bad place to go bc I could buy so much stuff!! Have fun @ Michaels today.

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