Facebook & Thoughts on Weight

One girl's heaven is another girl's hell. She feels grateful to not have to have gone through all this infertility crap.

I am grateful that I still have hope to deliver my own biological child one day.

I don't know if either is better than the other to be honest. Facing the fact that you may (or for sure won't) experience pregnancy sucks. Period.

But, I do have to say...the show I watched? She ended up having a baby. And that my friend gave me hope.

I need to lose weight my friends. I am by no means 700 lbs like the woman on TV. My weight is creeping up, just a little but enough that I know soon the pop, ice cream, and gobstoppers need to be no longer in my diet. I SO want to join the gym. But should just settle for doing my Biggest Loser DVDs. I have been staying between 200-205 and yesterday it said 210.

My BMI is 32.9. A healthy BMI would be 24.9

My goal right now is to lose 30 lbs. Yikes I had to jump that up because I wanted to weigh 180...that wouild make my BMI 28.2

With my ultimate goal being 155-160 Right on the edge of "normal" and "overweight"

Here is the thing, I just got my bridesmaid dress...what happens if I do lose weight? I can find someone to take it in, right? Or maybe I'll loose weight and get pregnant and still be okay, har har har...I know. Oh boy...but any ways, I did promise pictures of the official bridesmaid dress.