I had the MRI teacher at the college I attend show me my uterus. So now that I know where it is, I can save a pic and show you guys soon! Aren't you excited? Hahaha.
Also I am 10dpo and holding onto crazy hope. I know it has happened before that feeling of, I am pregnant this month...I know it!...and then AF shows begrudgingly. usually I have some sort of doubt that nags at me. This time the only, maybe I'm not thought is with small cramps in my uterus. My bbs hurt. My n.ips are sore, I am exhausted, and I am incredibly klutzy.
Then a coworker that knows what ttc with infertility is like, looks at me after seeing me drop a cup of liquid all over the floor, and says, "You know what they say...."
"Well I don't know what they say, but if it is what I think it might be, I hope the saying is true."
"I think your pregnant."
"....well that would be nice."
"No really, and I am usually pretty darn good at it."
"Well...I hope so!"
So we will see. I have been thinking this is it. This is the month. We will see. But I just had this overwhelming feeling that soon I will have our take home baby.
And it makes me cry a little every time I allow the thought to circulate through my brain. Regardless if this month is it...God is Good because he has helped me to allow hope back into my darkened heart.
And what if I am pregnant? I would be due in October. And I would be one crazy happy woman, but until bfp I should try to keep dreaming to minimum and feel on the ground....
Your PUPO friend. (Pregnant Until Proven Otherwise)
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I love that you still have hope! I have hope for you! I'm praying for you. Hugs!!
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