Bloated.

I know no one else can tell, but I am truly amazed how tight my pants are feeling.

Amazed at the fact a being the size of a blueberry could cause so much bloating and for my belly to already feel bigger to me.

Not going to lie, it makes me just feel fat! I will welcome a baby belly with open arms, but this bloating when we havent told that many people yet makes me think that they are assuming I am gaining weight back and getting fatter again. lol ok I know that part is false, bc mother in law and aunt said they could tell I lost a lot of weight. :-)
I am not counting calories at the moment, nothing seems appetizing so when it does I eat til my hearts content. Despite this, yesterday I stepped on the scale and had lost another pound. so now I have lost 17lbs and would not be considered obese if I really did weigh 190.8 But the bloating is bad today and the scale says instead of losing a lb from 191.8 I am up to 193.6. Crazy bloat!

I am getting more excited and nervous for first u/s. 8 more days! Eight!!! Aaaaahhh! If it wasnt exam week I would call and beg and plead to move it up. But i am trying to have faith and believe that things are still going as hoped, and that this baby God already can see the heartbeats!!

I am still holding out for maybe twins bc of prayer doodle. But as long as heart beat is present I will be overjoyed with however many God decides to give us.

Symptoms: dizziness is bad bad bad! Hunger comes and goes, nausea, peeing more today, bbs are definitely sensitive. And cramps off and on. Oh and of course...fatigue like no bodies business! Zzzzz

Well I have laundry that needs to be folded and studying that needs to be done. So I will post later! <3

Jess