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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, April 30, 2012

Feeling Blah..

this rainy weather.
my nausea.
wanting to sleep.
needing to study.

I feel like caca. Lacking motivation. on 1-10 on motivation meter I am like -10.

So far so good, I am getting more anxious about next Monday's ultrasound. Cramps come and go, mostly on my right side so that OF COURSE still makes me mentally freak out. But I am still trying to having faith that everything will be okay.

School. Oiy. Lacking motivation beyond badly. Eeek. I NEED to pass this darn class and graduate on time!!

Sorry for short update, I am still alive and kicking. But barely, so tired and exhausted. Ready for break from school!


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3 comments:

  1. MissySueMay 1, 2012 at 12:58 AM

    I feel you on the whole no motivation! I have to have ALL of my things packed up before Friday at 8pm, which wouldn't be a horrible thing (but I have exams and I work this Friday dont know what time though) no motivation to study, I hate the end of the semester feeling+rainy weather. blaah.

    I wish I graduated this year. but I know it'll come sooner or later. (hopefully sooner! lol) =]

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  2. AnonymousMay 1, 2012 at 6:48 AM

    I'm glad you're still here and doing well!! Other than being very tired and unmotivated - that sucks! Hopefully your energy will kick back in before too long. I'm so excited and hopeful for your ultrasound! Praying for you! Hugs!

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  3. Ashley's Journey In LifeMay 1, 2012 at 8:30 AM

    I can't wait for your ultrasound next monday!!! I'm so excited for you....I may live vicariously through you! ;) I am so sorry about the no motivation though.

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